i believe it doesnt happen onli for Me..
why oh why?
why ppl onli treasure sumting after losing it?
why oh why?
why wen u own sumting u will take it for granted?
why oh why?
why wen u tot everything iz gg ur way…suddenly sumting juz SPOIL it all?
why oh why?
why oh why?
if onli life wuld juz go my way
if onli i culd control my own weather
my own happiness sadness anger disappointment…
we Used to be happy..
we Used to haf happy memories
when we were together, everything juz feels so right..
life seems to be gg our way..
e colour seems to be brighter..
BUT
my ass juz gotta be itchy..
i juz gotta spoil my own perfect life..
i chose to end tis r/s..
i tot i was freed..
i tot i wuld be happier..
BUT
i was wrong..
i miss u..i miss my bed of roses..
i wanted u back..
i wanted my bed of roses back..
i was so certain tt i can handle u once again..
i was so certain tt i will treasure u
n
never let u go..
i tried..i tried to fought for u..
i was so determined to get u back..
i tot i were still important to u..
i tot we wuld get back together..
i tot u n me were meant to be together..
BUT
i was wrong AGAIN..
it wasnt easy..
e disappointment i felt from u over n over again..
drained my energy..
drained my determination..
drained e strong feelins i haf for u..
despite all ur speeches of hz important i m to u..
how much u cant lose me..
i still felt tired..
BUT
u came back..
u wanted me back..
shldnt i be over e moon?
shldnt i agree immediately?
shldnt i do so?
BUT
y m i hesitating?
y m i nt feelin ecstatic?
n suddenly..
my feelins for u seem to haf evaporated..
my desire for u seem to haf evaporated..
i swear i don wanna hurt u AGAIN..
i swear i don wann LOSE u..
BUT..
neither do i wanna get back wif u..
at least not now..
not tis period..
not at tis moment..
Can we juz be frenz?
Can u wait for me?
Can u wait for my feelins for u to return?
we are meant to be..we are destined to be..
its juz NOT e time now..
e timing iz juz NOT here yet..
so can u wait for me justin?
can u plz wait for e selfish me?
bcuz..i realli dont want to lose u..
i realli dont want to regret after tis..
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